January 2011
56 posts
All the angsty-ness and uncertainty that has been constricting my brain the past couple of days has evaporated. Probably due to the fact that I’m sleep deprived… And I ate a lot of chocolate today. So I’m in a pretty hazy state right now.
But, I still can’t go more than a few hours without thinking about you. I have entered into rocky territory. I’m ok with...
I LOVE LIFE.
k bye!
So many things are starting to remind me of you. And that makes me so happy :)
daverutsch-deactivated20110717 asked: I like your Lee DeWyze song.
Noodle noggin.
Watched inception tonight. IT SUCKED OUT EVERY OUNCE OF BRAIN POWER. After it was over, I started singing a song about a cup and said a bunch of other stuff that made absolutely no sense. “We’re reading sad poetry in the dark”
Now I’m here. 1 in the morning. Pondering the movie, and referring to my brain as pasta…
Rant.
“I feel like shit and don’t remember anything but last night was so fun”
uhh. You sure it was fun? It might have sucked, but you wouldn’t know. And how does that leftover vomit taste? Add a pounding headache and a screaming liver and yes, you’re right. It must have been a really good night. You might have even contracted a new STD. Congrats!
Sometimes, the most ordinary things can be made extraordinary simply by doing...
It's official.
The walls are down. Like, really, really down. So, if you could try not to hurt my heart, that would be great.
(ilikeyou)
The walls are coming down.
Right…
about…
Now.
Mhm. Yep. Gone.
Blair Madeline Jessa Nichole Lauryn Alexis
James Andrew Matthew Chase Colton Daniel
I’m having six kids. It’s official.
I’m writing an Extended Metaphor piece for creative writing (in freeverse of course). It’s really good. One of my favorite pieces so far. I’m supposed to be comparing myself to a piano…but so far it’s just about the piano and not really about me. Slight problem. writingpoetryaboutmyselfmakesmehighlyuncomfortable.
Hello, beautiful, spectacular prom dress.
I have found you at last. And you’re only $178 more than my mother said she would spend. I feel as if that’s quite reasonable.
I’m in love. I’m in love. I’m in love.
"You can never have too much of a good thing."
M&M’s don’t apply…
On a sidenote; I could never have too much of Andrea, Gloria, and Kenni ;)
SLEEPOVERRR
Jasmin. Kenni. Taylor. Rachel. Jessie. Jenny.
Met cute boys on omegel. Ate some chocolate cake. Just chillin.
Now, pic’n it up with ken. (That’s the cool way of saying we’re taking pictures.) WOOOOOO. <3 <3 <3
My day was filled with:
An early morning trip to the hair salon.
Finally starting my personal statement for my BFA in MT application.
An unexpected babysitting job.
Despicable Me.
Macaroni and cheese and applesauce.
Air hockey.
Having the urge to say something, but not saying it.
Dance party.
Oogling over prom dresses.
Dorm decorations.
“Are you gonna say you love me? Because I love me too”...
I wish I could go on a really angry, pessimistic, passionate rant about some controversial topic.
Unfortunately, I’m not angry and I’m not pessimistic, although I am very passionate. Just not about controversy.
I feel like I should have intelligent topics to discuss right now. Instead, I fill my blog with song lyrics and half-naked men.
Meh.
Every snow day since 6th grade, my 2 best friends and I have played in the snow all day. We’re 18 now…and nothing’s changed.
Except we invite boys ;)
Rachel: You should probably keep your clothes on...
Me: Solid suggestion.
26 days
until my next audition. I NEED THE STAGE.
withdrawls.withdrawls.withdrawls.
Last night was a little bit awesome. Just Dance 2? Yes, please. Oreo McFlurry? Yes, please. Making fun of the girls on The Bachelor? Yes, please. The Last Exorcism? NO. Hands down the scariest movie I’ve ever seen. When it started we were all like “Shit this is gonna be lame”. We were so wrong. It was insane and we loved every minute of it. I have the best friends ever. EVERRRRR.